stckprbngnsshl.

whats wrong with me?

i don't know.
ask bob the cat.
or maybe apple pie.

goodnight.

lydialingxinghuey.

LYDIA LING XING HUEY! 25th june baby. best childhood friend ever. never fail to make you smile. but she still emo sometimes haha. anyway, HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY! i miss you laa. see la you go shift school, now rarely can see you and your jacoon-ness. pfft. when wanna go out? heh. we'd better hang out before you go off mannnn x)

2007.

first decent picture.



January 26 2008.
the one who checks on the mirror for her hair condition after every.. 30 minutes?



April 13 2008. Leo International Understanding Night.
sisters. now and always. =)



June 4-7 2008. Choral Festival.
the one who will always be there for me.

the one who loves group pictures.

the one who gets freaked out when her name tag fell into the lake.



June 14 2008. Campfire Night. [Step Into The Past]
the one who can do baby freeze.

the one who slept in the classroom a few hours before the event started.



June 28 2008. Charity Night.
the one who *ahem*knows*ahem* how to play an electric guitar.



July 12 2008. Summit Trip.
the one who loves to take over the road just to take photos.

the one who gets high wherever she is.



July 19 2008. Band Concert.
the red indians from cFn.



August 2 2008. Scouts Enrollment & Farewell.
the secretary of the muda BOD and the normal patrol leader.

the one who just loves to be the spoiler.


October 11. Lick Hung Family Day.
the one who gets hyper when she see any gigantic mirrors.



April 12 2009. Leo International Understanding Night.

the one i missed so much. =)

hope you're having lotsa fun this year, and don't forget all of us Seafieldians miss you alot! better find time to have a gathering among us scouts or choir or schoolmates! x) love you babe.


dark echoes inside,
can't sleep through the night,
all the words I heard you say.
tuining into: it ends - faber drive

dbldscrsthhrt.

the best moment i've ever had this month. double dose, i love you.

one thing on my mind. well not only one thing laa, just currently THAT one thing. which is, school's carnival day. can't wait for this saturday, doing a teeny weeny experiment with the bestfriends. had fun in school today, made some "early" plannings for next year's project. ehh guo hao, i scared the cousin cannot do in time weyh the thingyy. well still have to check the price with her first lorr lol. ermm anyway, school's being such a bore, i hate the new timetable ishh. its like a horror! tuesday can stright die man. fully ocupied with double periods of subjects dammit. gahh forget it. they're not my main problem anyway, can just throw them in a corner and ditch it like nothing's happened. anywayyyy, my head's empty again. can't continue impromptu this post lol. ANYWAYYYYYY. i wanna go sleep. goodnight!



p/s: don't try to lie like you've never done it before.you know what you did and i knew it cause i got my sources. you better watch out. you go on saying whatever shits you want, and you'll get it from me one day, i'm so fucked-up serious.
p/s: cFn fever. table talk medicine.

i'm not a princess,
this ain't a fairytale.
tuning into: white horse - taylor swift

mbggrlyrbgbynw.

the smile which won't last a lifetime.

pfft. seriously kah seng. i miss cFn wtf. its like, spending so many time on everything and it all ended in just one night. can't it be 2 nights? or more? x) anyway today we the semangated LEOs stayed back at school to clean Taman LEO. damn fun weyh catch those fishes while screaming our lungs out when it splashes water or jumps around. we managed to distract the afternoon sessions from studying HAHA. spent the whole time scrubbing the pond with brooms and brushes. paul was so SMART to bring toothbrush. we named that brush the SUPER BRUSH! LOL. we had lotsa fun cleaning the pond. zhen ying was like "DON'T KILL THE FISH I TELL YOU!" the whole time hahaha. anyway waiting pictures from wei jean heh. shall end this here, byee!!




p/s: being "half"-invincible to you is hard fir me, seriously. cause i gotta fake every smile and laughs just to make sure no one knows what i currently feel. especially you.

shpwrckdbrthdy.

heyya! how was campfire night? well that was for those who went heh. for those who missed it, i guess you missed out the fun! to us, it was a total blast! will update more bout it aite? better get all the pictures and stuffs. now i still remember that i owe you readers some posts bout some previous school events too =x will try to update all asap sorry! anyway i wanna thank to those who wished me yesterday. thanks yeah, everyone of you made my day. =)

through sms:
shernong. bryanloh. boonhui. kellylim. shuenmin. xiashuen. someunknowndude. zhenying. lynnshane. yatkuan. callielim. qingxian. chinling. marcuspee.

through phone call:
lydialing. simoneleong.

through campfire night:
kellylim. chietchun. guohao. justinwong. weiqin. suemun. sueteng. bryanloh. paullow. zhenying. shanelim. shaunavoon. liesltan. wenhao. szejie. boonhui. brandontham. guobin. mingyeaw. zhilin. rushankee. peizhen. weijean. deniseong. michelletan. yeelei. juliachow. nickng. xiangqi. kelvinlee. sengkiat. leonwee. jayhan. zhenni. amandacheah. xiyuin. johannaloh. voonyee. shuenmin. huiyi. timothytan. shuying. seeyee. weiminn. zenwei. kahseng. tzia-e. elaineseng. lydialing. simoneleong. andreayeoh. emilyching. woonsun. chiching. taemi. aikhui. michellewong. sinyee. hweeying. ruwen. karmunn. johngoh. kokhong. jillyan. reneetok. jiayin. yijiun. veilynn. gengkee. weejui. huangie. bryancheng. huiming. dylanwong. kennethtan. chuanjian. carneyquek. neekee. yeepei. karmunn's cousin. jamestan. edward. vincent. keithtay. xiashuen. xiaufong. sookjiun. eesuen. dhaneesh. ngjiayi. eugenetan. carmenyong. sammyliew. clementchee. carlson chee. yiyang. yuanshuang. lynnshane. nickyeo. wenzhi. ashween. shingqueen. kokwai. puteri. billy. eelei. deming. darrenmok. zhiwei. karuna.

through facebook&friendster:
ashween. lesleylim. boonyau. minyi. jennischan. azimfitri. qiuhui. ziming. audreyaw. chikong. zachsiow. leonardlye. karyern. arifahmad. roe-cie. sengkiat. tzeshen. veilynn. yatkuan. shaunavoon. victorang. zhiwei. shermun.

through others:
minxuan (tuition). junwei (home). raymondwong (msn). ahmadarif (msn). ryanyap (choir time). rae-gin (tuition). sheryltang (tuition). vivienwee (cbox).

tell me if i left out any of your names okay? cause i'm sure that i left out a number of names, especially at the campfire night section. thanks for the "mini" celebration haha. will update detailedly bout it together with all the cFn pictures =) feel like ending this here. kinda tired already. due to this morning's 5hours clean up session cause there were around 30people, or maybe less that that, turned up for cleaning session pfft.


before i end this, i would like to specially thank:
# kellylim, zhenying, xiyuin, amandacheah, szejie, wenhao for the citrus bR pint.
# bryanloh, junwei, leonwee, paullow, reneetok, suemun, sueteng, weiqin for the citrus bR quartz.
# tzia-e, calvinchee, jiajiun for the attempt to pour water on me but failed.
# kokwai, xiashuen, calvinchee for the second attempt to splash me water and it was a success for you all. *others all watch the scene like watching movie sial, especially suemun LOL*
# scout members who sang birthday song for me after cFn was over.
# everyone who helped me "complete my tour" of TAKE-ONE-BITE-OF-BR



goodnight peeps! stay tune for full cFn update!!


p/s: slight feeling of emptiness when you did not make it.

ntgnnltylvthssly.

the road is long, and you won't know when you'll meet a dead end.

heyya. no i don't have the mood to blog. but i just got the sudden urge to blog. lolwtf. anyway as i told you before, school's having photoshoot sessions for end year magazine, so ye-ah, today was the society and uniform turn lol. brought along 4sets of clothes and a pair of black shoe and heels. yes i know damn wtf. 4 sets of clothes that include: scouts uniform [scouts], choir tee [choir], navy blue top & black pants & heels [leo], school tee [cFn practice]. hardcore? i went for all photoshoot except for choir. kinda lazy to change weyh. was sweating like mad due to leo's photoshoot LOL. hmm.. i walked around with my school bag + 2 huge paper bags after school and it made me look as if i just came back from a shopping spree haha. anyway kinda done with this post. nothing else much to say i suppose. end here then. nights!



p/s: shit you whoever's that who's spreading that stupid rumour. if you don't know the truth of it, don't go talking bout it as if you're a witness. f-tards == and if you wanna know what really happened, can't you come right to me and ask? what kind of friend are you? pathetic shits. if i don't tell you then don't bother bout it laa. whythefuck you wanna cause so many problems? fun is it? go die la you.

hwmnymrtvrcm.

pure epic failure.

helloooooooooooooooooooooooo! school's re-open-ing tomorrow! can die laa ish. hardcore practice starting tomorrow. packed schedule wtf. hope cFn will be a blast. anyone still wanna buy tickets? there still are empty seats! and for those who ffk-ed today, you're so dead! ish. you all missed out some part of fun we 8 people had xD yeah only 8 people attended to school for cleaning up and stuffs. funny experience with the fire hahaha. oh shit. i just remembered my ace tuition's assignment and school koperasi's project SHIT. die. and another new assignment, which is part of cFn's preparation. gosh laa weyhhhhhhhhhh == prepare to die tomorrow pfft. photo session with class tomorrow, and then photo session of societies the next day. hectic.


itsbeenfourmonths. howlongmorecanwelast, iwonder. thingsarentthesameanymore.

p/s: love story? everything sure'd have an unforgettable ending.

wllylstntmyhrt.

cause when our love seems to fade away,
would you even listen to me, hear what i say?

holidays are ending. haven't touched my school works ish. die la history got lotsa notes to do. pfft. damn stress laaaaaaaaaa =(

rght.
dntknwwhytdymyhrtdmndmndmnpn.
wrsthnthtdywhh.
srslydntthnkcnhndltlrr.
whtfthngsdnttrntwll?
whtmsppstd?
srsdmnscrdlrr.
mntvnprprdfrths.
dntwnnlshmjstlktht.
cntfcthstpdfct!
thnksfrbngthrfrmnywy.
yrthbst,ndlsthnndnlyrghtvr.


anyway gonna snooze. nights.

dstllhvthchnctblm.

will it ever bloom again?

life's harsh ehh? thats what many people say. i don't know what to say to you here, cause i don't wanna cause more troubles. you know, its alright about everything. at least you still do your part. i'm not gonna blame you on anything either. just can't help myself for being such emotional person. can it please don't fade? maybe time can help out with everything i'm facing now. hope things'll get better aite?




p/s: i just miss you.
tuning into: i miss you - westlife

fongzhenying.

happy sweet 16 zhen yingggg!!

look she got all ther pictures of herself from young! =)

loves RC.

gets hyper easily.

the only picture we have.
*LEO IU 2008*

hope you're gonna have a great birthday today later with kelly's plan after school LOL. before signing off, happy birthday again babe. =)






p/s: back on track baby?

quekxiashuen.

hello, this is supposed to be yesterday's post.. hmm i'll edit the date. (fyi today's JUNE 7) okay lets get going with this.

HAPPY SWEET 17!! =)

kononnya tau ss pun xD

hahaha.. hope you had fun for your birthday =) take good care of my present tau!! ehh take a picture of the present for me. must very nice ar.. xDi forgot to take a picture of it cause i did it last minute, which was in school in the morning lol. chun lehh xD cheh wahh hahaha. don't forget this kiddo after you leave school ar LOL. jangan so fast jadi aunty yang mempunyai short term memory lost LOL. fralala~

lots of love, 104th scouts. =)

tllmtslckrft.

am i just lucky, or am i really the one among a million stars?

heyy. i've got nothing to blog about here actually. just.. don't know. being random?


okay, is it me? or is it that you're wanting to end this? i know i've been thinking alot, about things i'm not suppose to think of cause its not gonna be good. but you're just like avoiding me. everyday i just hope that i'm the one thinking too much that it affected my emotions, seriously. maybe sek was right about my problem. is there anything wrong? i want to be concerned bout you but you just don't let me go near you. you just kept on making me worried. i don't like it. call me a girl who's having emotional or attitude problem, i don't wanna care. cause i'm that kind of person. i think i should just stop here now. i suppose we're just stuck at a point for this moment. maybe time is just what you and i need. i hope things would get better aite? i miss you, seriously. and sorry if i've offended you here, i had no intention on doing it.

cnwvnwrkthngst.

follow the exit or stay stubborn?

woke up at 7.30 today for scouts preparation! whoo!! it was kinda fun overall. with us who joined for dancing had jakun like crap. xD oh oh go view sek's blog!! CLICK!! xD anyway kinda lazy to continue updating already. btw i lost the mood to blog for the moment too lol. denggg. fralala~
gotta end this and continue chatting with muka tebalku LOL. byee!!! oh before i go, have fun for those who're going for LEO FORUM!! especially you sek with that luffy thingyyy. xD





p/s: omg you are so whatever.
p/p/s: CONGRATULATION TO YOU DAMMIT. be happy.




tuning into: pop princess - click five

pnnngtllrdrs.

its carved right there, not wanting you to remove it away.

heyy there! choral fest, or what we call MCE (Malaysian Choral Eisteddfod), was the BOMB!! seriously man. those who missed out this event. better be regret man!! xD the phillipines rock socks!! WHOOOO! Not Alone Anymore as theme song for this year again, but without SATB version boo =( but wells, those who participated last year's choral festival still sing the SATB version heh. now i'm waiting for those STC Cherubim members to add me and send me those picturesssssssssssss! *screams* hahaha. oh oh the night concert was so fun! mamak session yesterday night with the mamak people were fun, too. both edward and wei qin got.. erhh.. how do you spell that again? tell me weih LOL. xD and and the games were so fun! the newspaper thingy and the concentration game! woots!gahh kinda lazy to update more bout it. wait till i get all the pictures aite? kinda exhausted. and yeah, tomorrow gotta go school again, this time is for scouts, and its hell lot freaking early. i bet me and yee lei's gonna scream and jump and complain like mad bitches in school lol. well wanna end this here now heh. BYEE!





p/s: my blog's public already. can't afford to invite more people into the blog. they have insufficient invitations ==
p/p/s: don't laa emooo =(
p/p/p/s: shit this feeling sucks.
p/p/p/p/s: ignore the p/s above this one lol
p/p/p/p/p/s: whatever laa. byee!

Second call.

The opinions of the friend of this blogger. No offense alright?
There's nothing to be taken offense here though. :)



Buahahaha just a lil humour to satisfy us all. Well our little Junn here is pretty much going through alot of stress. It's just we don't see it.
Correction. It's just you don't see it. I do. :)
Maybe its because of the fact I know her problems. (Geez I kinda made the problem obvious to her) But yeah. That smile on her face? It might not last very long if things go wrong...way wrong.
It's like a sugar rush, that smile. Temporary happiness.



Aw man why am I crapping it all here?
Oh yeah. It's cause I want you guys to care for her more, if you're not caring enough already. :)


everyone needs support in their darkest times. Even Spiderman. :b

eheh.


Nothing else to say. Blank. Ilek.
See ya.




ps. Junyi i'm sorry! XD i did this post out of complete boredom.