whydntystdy.

just don't wanna let you go that easily. ♥

they're just like these spinning thingy. you get onto it, spin spin spin, goes round and round and round till you fall off the bloody thing and hurt yourself in the end.













ooh awesome i didn't know i managed to write that ._. anyways, been superbly busy to update this dear blog of mine. okay not really i'm just giving a very ridiculous answer (: why?



because i've been spending my time to study, and tends to get distracted that i'll date my beloved computer by going facebook, msn, and facebook ._. other than that, i'm still loyal to my handphones. had never really ditched them. hmm. no wonder my results were and still so sucky -.- wth i know damn dumb smart right (:



since now's finals, shall talk a lil bout it. basically i had screwed my history paper, math paper, and moral paper.. so far. even though there are bloody lot of leaks EVERYWHERE. urgh. can't seem to stick my head to my those stupid books. damn frustrated about it. monday's addmath, tuesday will be biology and the science subjects for the next few days. ohemgee right i haven't even touch any page for bio and my addmath sucks like fml shit, can die already.



and right now i'm literally wasting my very own sweet time updating my lovely blog and facebook-ing plus msn chatting with the bestf not forgetting keeping my fingers on the handphone keypads to text my beloved while listening to a few songs on youtube. hardcore multitasking everything in? well, except for dating the books ):













okay, guess i should kinda stop now. there's nothing else to type in here already, so yeah.



♥s!

jsttypclflr.

are we there yet?

it was my fault, right?













i.. don't know.




i just.. don't like it.




i had never done something like that before.




so, i'm so not used to it.




i don't like the feeling of being pushed.




to do something i had say 'no' to.




eventually, you're gonna be mad at me again.




and i don't get it.




but i'd still apologize for not able to tell you this.




as in, directly to you.




i'm.. not the type of person who has the guts.




to say these kind of stuffs.













i'm sorry, for not being a productive person, a superbly timid girl,


















and also for disappointing you over and over again.













i can be considered as a failure by now.


















p/s: did you realize the tiny card i left you?

pmrhldys.

lets get it going with the math.

its already october ._.













now, i'm having a week of PMR holiday.

finals, school's taking JPS paper. and they had forward it to 18th October. its so blardy soon ): and there's so many stuffs i haven't do. and oh crap i haven't even study! only managed to touch a lil part of chemistry. oh what nuts.













ohemgeeeeee i can die already. am getting stressed up and the pimples are returning, again.



fml sial -.-













my to-do-list is fully bombarded for the month. pffft.













wtv laa. okay lunchtime. shall go find some food to eat. currently home alone ._.

bye!