chikin&shuying.

my cousiie.

- love to ss.
- animal lover. =D

- =)

the babe.
- nice surprise ehh?
- smile always babee!
- keep that jakun-ness. xD

before the clock strikes 12,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BOTH OF YOU!! =)

mybyrjstbttrffwthtmnyrlf.

soon, its gonna be a year we've known each other.
but. i don't know why.
just don't know why.
things could happen just this way.
maybe we both are suppose to end it this way.
i don't know. maybe.

i don't want us to be enemies.
like what you quoted.
i hate that feeling.
but i realized something.
whenever i got into an argument with somebody,
and few days passed by with silence,
i always got this feeling that they,
are better off without me in their life.

you could say i'm wrong, or maybe right.
this is just my feelings.
and none of you got the right to control it.

look,
throughout the months when we're still friends,
you always fix that smile on my face.
with no failure.
i always confront you with my never-ending problems,
you tried your best to solve it for me.
i was always okay when you didn't tell me your problems,
because i know you don't want me to know.
you keep everything to yourself.
sometimes it hurts me for letting you doing this.
there are time you even stopped me from doing stupid things.
i really really appreciate everything,
everything that you did for me.

now its 30th of October 2008, currently 10.41am.
its already about 19 days since that incident occured.
rewind the time?
its impossible.

didn't you know from the start,
it is very hard for me to forgive people.
i ain't a girl who could just go saying

"hey, could we like, you know, forget bout what happened that day? and start over?
and really, i'm okay with it. i'm sorry for what i did. i forgive you."

that easily.

there are times when i needed you to retrieve my smile for me,
when you weren't around.
there was even once,
i stood at a corner of a shop, alone,
staring at things that reminded me of you,
forcing my tears not to drop.

i don't know why, at this moment,
i always see you in a perfect condition.
as if you're actually okay with it,
and i mean that you are fully recovered from that incident.
i bet, i'm not gonna be important in your life soon.
look,
i ain't such desperate girl who wants to be in your life,
holding an important role.

maybe from the start, you were right.
i don't even know.

great. i'm out of words.
i don't want you to go thinking i'm writing an idiotic script,
just to.. i don't know.
serious. these are what i want you to know.
its because i don't want you to think that i'm hating you.

for now, i want to concentrate in my exams.
but i'm sure its impossible for me.
every single thought will distract me
whenever they popped up in my mind.

i just don't wanna lose you.
serious.

p/s: i wanted you.
tuning into: when you're gone - avril lavinge

thtswhtygt.

goshh SZE JIE
i did not say there's a problem also.
so scared what people will say mehh? xDD
i also dun care who tagged who fisrt. =D
who ask you zha me. *hmph*
well, i just wanna let people know
those missing numbers are ACTUALLY
missing from the start! =O
don't believe?
my tagger's BLOG.

OOPS. private blog ahh? xP
then.. *hmm*
my tagger's TAGGER's BLOG.

nahh. scroll till you found the tag.
and you'll get to see
there's the SAME problem
in my tag AND their tags too! *gasp*

so.. SZE JIE AHH..
i did NOT eat those questions..
stop accusing me edi lahh.. ISHHH
other people kidnapped them!!
not me!! *innocent face*








p/s: that was kinda fun. xP.

thssmywyfrvng.

WOII SZE JIE!!
THIS IS HOW I'M GONNA DO IT. =)

HEYY THERE PEEPS.
PLEASE SCROLL DOWN ALL THE WAY TO THE
"TMKLLRTG"

BUT BEFORE THAT,
OPEN A NEW TAB/WINDOW,
AND GO TO WONGSZEJIE'S BLOG.

THANK YOU. =)

tantzia-e.

chun-ted candid shot. =D

heyy there people.
wishing the adorable babee,

HAPPY SWEEEEEEEEEEEEEET

14th BIRTHDAY!!

haha.. this girl here..
- damn ss one.
- jakunnnnnn.
- smarttt.


she loves this shot alot. =)

*peace*

me&her.

our teddiies.

lastly,
wish you have a great birthday today
and
smile always! =)

tuning into: check yes juliet - we the kings

vrygddywlltrntbddy.

Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call

hello there all.
not much typing for today.
just pics and captions and.. i don't know.
"enjoy"!


breakfast at mcD.

sis's breakfast.

mine.

dropped sis n u6 condo.
went home.
back to mcD at 1pm.

my tutors. =)

met up with wenli.
*she's actually waiting for people*

xin er.

paul.

bryan.

studied history.

wennn's ice cream.

what happened after she went upstairs.

added some coke.

candid.

PAUL candid bryan.

the part when the coke is being added to the ice cream.

so.. weird?

the cup which was refilled about 5-6 times (or maybe more)
and contains 5 people's saliva. *oops*

the foods & drinks.

things.

left mcD at 4sth. (if i'm not wrong)
dropped off sis at ace.
went to secret recipe due to mum's request.

pretty menu.

damn nice. =P

secret recipe.

continue my studying there.

history reference book.

cute horoscopes i saw.

shop's lighting.

next stop. fruit stall.
dad wanted to get some fruits.

upside-down view.

random.

snapshot of leo's.

went down the car to grab some gelato.
i like the mint stratchiella (or however its spelled)
the blackcurrant one taste a lil weird.

pattisfrance.

the gelato.

with the gelato.

went to happy beans.
parents want to try their dessert.

happy beans.

1/5 of the menu.

coffee ice cream contains caffein?

red beans are good for some cholestrol thingy.

its so cute! =P

the dessert.

some jokes.

10 more minutes to 6pm.
time to pick up sis.
before getting into the car.
went in MYPETS shop.

MYPETS.

waited outside ace. picked sis up.
go home.
7pm. rush to dinner.
eating with relatives.

the booked table for children.

another random shot.

later that.
went back home.

that's all.

mbrdsltmdthsbfrmfftstdy.

heyy there peeps.
i'm boreddddddddddddddddddddddddd.
ohh and sorry for the trouble of my blog being private.
just to prevent some buggers lahh. =)
anyway.. i wanna do this tagggg.

its from shu ying's blog. =)



1)What's her name?
- Ngeow Shu Ying.

2)How old is she?
- 14/2008

3)What relations are you having with her?
- my pet sis & my babee. =)

4)Did she ever betrayed you before?
- nopee. if she do she's.. *pause* she's what again? xD

5)Do you love her?
- as my sister and as a friend, yes.

6)Is she your soulmate?
- of course no.

7)What do you think about her?
- very-the-ss.
- jakunnn.

8)Would you get her a present?
- uh-huh. her birthday is comingggg! =)

9)Is she a liar?
- everyone tell lies before. LOL

10)Would you marry her?
- i ain't a lesbian!

11)Be it that you're more popular than her , would you dump her?
- no wayy.




1)What's her name?
- Yeoh Shuen Min.

2)How old is she?
- 14/2008

3)What relations are you having with her?
- my pet sis & my babee. =)

4)Did she ever betrayed you before?
- so far.. nopee.

5)Do you love her?
- not more than a sister and a friend.

6)Is she your soulmate?
- nopee.

7)What do you think about her?
- jakunnn.
- trustable.
- very-the-ss.

8)Would you get her a present?
- uh-huh.

9)Is she a liar?
- everyone tell lies before. LOL

10)Would you marry her?
- no wayyyyy.

11)Be it that you're more popular than her , would you dump her?
- of course no.




1)What's his name?
- Loo Jun Jie.

2)How old is he?
- 18/2008

3)What relations are you having with him?
- siblings.

4)Did he ever betrayed you before?
- nopee.

5)Do you love him?
- as my brother, duhh.

6)Is he your soulmate?
- of course not.

7)What do you think about him?
- very-the-random.
- sometimes he's soooo ss.
- hardcore computer?

8)Would you get him a present?
- of courseeeeeeeeeee.

9)Is he a liar?
- everyone tell lies before. LOL

10)Would you marry him?
- no way!!

11)Be it that you're more popular than him , would you dump him?
- why should i even dump him?




1)What's his name?
- Bryan Loh Jian Yun.

2)How old is he?
- 15/2008

3)What relations are you having with him?
- leftiie and rightiie.

4)Did he ever betrayed you before?
- if he dare, he's dead. *evil laughs*

5)Do you love him?
- as a FRIEND.

6)Is he your soulmate?
- nopee.

7)What do you think about him?
- evil-minded.
- funny sometimes.
- smart.

8)Would you get him/her a present?
- if he gets me one. =)

9)Is he a liar?
- everyone tell lies before. LOL

10)Would you marry him?
- nopee.

11)Be it that you're more popular than him , would you dump him?
- nopee. he's my rightiie. =D




1)What's her name?
- Renee Tok Shin Yee.

2)How old is she?
- 14/2008

3)What relations are you having with her?
- my babee.

4)Did she ever betrayed you before?
- nopee.

5)Do you love her?
- as my babee, yeahh.

6)Is she your soulmate?
- nopee.

7)What do you think about her?
- nice voice.
- jakunnn.
- very-the-ss.

8)Would you get her a present?
- i will. =)

9)Is she a liar?
- everyone tell lies before. LOL

10)Would you marry her?
- nopee.

11)Be it that you're more popular than her , would you dump her?
- of course not. =)













damn this tag is kinda fun. LOL
okay i'm off. =D