rshthmlltnc.

blahhs. anyway, just wanna have a short update here. scouts camp was held on 28 & 29 march. its was kinda okay, well at least i had some fun with my friends. =) will tell you more when i'm done with all these shitty projects. lol. oh and 28th was earth hour! anyone offed their lights? haha. anyway gotta go continue with the smart-ass geography project. then have to complete my BM komsas project. then the history project. then KH project. okay, i won't wait till i finish all the projects then i only start off with my update for the camp. will try to complete the updates for the camp a.s.a.p! sorry peeps!




byee!



p/s: i love it when you did that today. thanks for making my day hunnay.
tuning into: heels over head - boys like girls

dntwntnyxplntn.

you can't change to perfect, in a short time, like any other people. duhh. but have you ever tried doing so? i'm sorry but what i've seen for this 2 years plus, is no. okay, everyone can't let go of someone they love in a snap, but you said you would let her go, for like, what? more than 20 times? okay that's just a random estimation. you told her, and whoever else, that you had let go of her. but by the next day, you came back in that same old desperate dude being so fussy and jealous about her hanging around other guys while she ignores you like hell. from the start, i don't hate you that much, but when you started to go over the limits you seriously bugged me off even though its her you're after. and why do you have to like, find a date for i.u.? you even went up to girls you're not that close to and there you go, asking whether she's going i.u. or not. the more desperate you go, the faster people reject you without thinking. and since you came this far of despo-ness, things are gonna be hard for you. and i did not ask you to change in a night's time right? did i ever mentioned that before? i don't think i would wanna waste any more of my strength to give you more advices or anything. i suppose its a waste of time for me. and you know how long it takes for me to forgive a damned person no matter who that person is. before i sign off, you'd better don't continue on this idiotic case i'm telling you. and you better get what i mean.

=edit=

and nick, since i'm talking about this, you also better not cross the limit. if i find out there's a problem, i'll seriously get you. and i bet you won't even want to know what i'd wanna do.

yrjsttmch.

what the heck? first, how sure are you that wanker is nick? how sure are you that he set this whole thing up? look, you can go ahead saying that i'm not helping you and whatsoever, i won't even mind, cause in this case, i seriously can't even help you, and i'm siding MY babe. LOOK, she seriously don't have any feelings for you, and you said that she has your heart. wth? anyone can go in and out of her life, depends on what she want to do with them. so what if he played with her hand or hair? that's not a problem if she doesn't mind. he DID NOT made you look as if you were controlling her life. in any other point of view, people can even SEE that you were attempting to taking over her life completely, she's not your girlfriend hello. and yes every guy will be mad if some other guy took their love ones away, but they can't start blaming the shit out of that dude about things they DON'T even know whether he's really the one who did it. AND you ownself had said that you're gonna let go of her. what is this?! you said she emptied all her promises. what about you? have you accomplished yours? come on, i dare you to come right up to me, say whatsoever shits you want in my face. and we'll see what happens. you're not who you were last time, you've seriously changed alot. you're becoming more and more DESPERATE. don't ask how i know many stuffs, i got my freaking own sources and i don't need to tell you every single one of it. i got my right to shut my mouth, and emily has the right to ignore you. she can't possibly be a dog and listen to all your commands, right? fine, not commands, your WISHES. oh yea, you know my profile thats in your blog? of course you do. i got some issues bout it. i'm okay with the "don't contribute" thing, but "She's my ex(useless info)"?! what the heck? if its useless info then why mention? wanna tell the whole world we were once togther? congratulations, you just accomplish that mission of yours. and i'm sure, that you wanna remove that profile of mine and remove my access to your blog this instant. go ahead, i don't mind. its your blog anyway. and i suppose right now, i could even just dare you to write out a hate post of me. you always think that your heart tells you the right stuffs, so you blamed bryan for being wanker at the start. what did he even freaking do?! okay i don't know and i don't even wanna know. and now you assume nick is the wanker. how many more people you want to accuse? the whole wide world i suppose. you even said life's always just work - rest - eat - survive - move on. where's the "move on"? and yes, you mentioned you wanna jump off the balcony. how far to the negative side you want to think? until the signs that lead you to start killing people? at your Falling Back To Perfection post, you told emily you won't do it and let it happen again. but now what, you had emptied that promise like, how long ago? you even said you don't deserve emily yourself. "I was never even like a bro to you, was I? Cause I didn't feel it." fantastic sentence, huh? you said she don't care. and now what do you still wanna expect from her? ANNNNND at your A Broken Heart, A Fixed Life post, you said you FINALLY ACCEPT THAT SHE DOESN'T LOVE YOU. dude, the FACT is, you DIDN'T even accept that! don't even try to con people with that statement of yours. "Loving you, I don't expect anything back"? hey, you wanted way way way way way too much from her. you thought that giving her the world will change her heart? to some people maybe, but her? she stated so clear she don't love you, and you still don't care. you can't force someone to love you, but yet you still go on with it. ever heard of if you love someone, let them go, if they return, they were always yours. if they don't, they never were. yeah yeah, go ahead with your stubborn-ness, and see how far more can you go. what is love? and you tell people "Love is that feeling, that no matter what he/ she does to disappoint you, you seem to forgive the person for who that person is." you never looked like you forgave her, even when she'd disappoint you in whichever way you think of. for now, i've got nothing else to say. but lastly, congratulations once more dude, or more to say, bro, you crossed my limit of patience towards you.

*edit*

as far as i know, help you to go through all these won't change your attitude, your desperete-ness anymore. FYI, you don't even NEED to have a damned date for i.u. if you're single. wtf is wrong to hang out with your friends when you don't have a date? its not like if you don't have a date people will laugh at you. think about it.


try being proud of what you have done. like you can even do it. ==

skpschlrwht.

currently in school. heh.
what?
in comp lab, practically trying to avoid this stupid teacher
from finding out i'm blogging here
hahaha.
anyway gotta switch off the comp alreadyy!!

byee! xD

kokhong.

blahhsss.


school, was as usual - bored. well not exactly bored laa, cause of *ahem*. =D heh. anyway i have to rush up my school works, plus the two "oh-so-cool" projects for form3s. gahh. geography. anyone can borrow? history. gotta do it on my own, as they said, different topics every year. boooo. =( anyway, before i end this ridiculous post, i wanna wish this boy a happy 15th birthday before its erhh.. too late?

anyway,

happy birthday kok hong!
*don't emo so much [like me xD]

signing off,
Junyi.

p/s: currently addicted to skyway avenue by we the kings. =)
tuning into: you were meant for me - bellefire

thssthndfrnw.

holidays? end.
school? starts.

dammit. ==


when would you only start to change your point of view towards me?
or not to say, try finding better things to do, could you?
why me? not her?
ftw man, seriously.

p/s: what's going on? could you tell me the truth?
p/p/s: whtfjmp?

cause if you jump, i will jump too
we will fall together
from the building's ledge
never looking back at what we've done
we'll say it was love
cause I would die for you
on skyway avenue
tuning into: skyway avenue - we the kings

pckdrmvrrlty.

blahhs. ftw.









i.u. night. anyone?

p/s: sorry for the randomness.
tuning into: mad - ne-yo

tggdbykahseng.

Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag twenty people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real... nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What Is Your Name: Loo Jun Yi.

2. A Four Letter Word: Lack.

3. A Boy's Name: Leon.

4. A Girl's Name: Liesl.

5. An Occupation: Lifesaver.

6. A Colour: Lavander.

7. Something You'll Wear: Leather Jacket.

8. A Type Of Food: Lemon.

9. Something Found In The Bathroom: Loo.

10. A Place: Lair.

11. A Reason For Being Late: Lag. Brain Lag.

12. Something You'd Shout: LOL.

13. A Movie Title: L

14. Something You Drink: Liquor.

15. A Musical Group: Linkin Park.

16. An Animal: Llama.

17. A Street Name: Lysia Street. (London)

18. A Type Of Car: Lamborghini.

19. The Title Of A Song: Lips Of An Angel.

20. Tag 10 people: Anyone Will Do. =)

vrythngsntgnnbky.

am i even ready for these?

okay. i'm bored. so i'm going to blog. bout what? i don't know. so shut up. got some rants in me though. jeez.


what's privacy when you got someone controlling every single move you make? where's the freedom that you're suppose to give? why can't you butt into other's business instead of mine? can't you change your target? what are you even trying to do? so what if i love this guy? so what if i want to be with him? why do you have to act so open about this issue? why do you just come straight to me and tell me to stay away from everything i had now? who are you trying to be? i know you're an adult, and i respect you for that. but think this way, have you ever respected my opinions? my actions? have you ever done that since i was standard one? i know i got no right to talk bad about you, cause you're older than me. but this, is my life. i used to have my rights to do what i want. i used to have my own privacy. i used to be free from most of the controllings you're giving me. i used to be happy. i used to be less emotional. and i used to have everything. but you, you changed my life. you took away my everything, my life. thanks to you, i got no privacy, no freedom, no happiness, and very emotional. its been like that for nine long years already. how long more you want to go? you blame me for every single thing i do, but you praise her for every small thing she make. what is this? you call this being fair? and even right now, i finally retreived my smile, the happiness i had searched for so long, and you just took it away with a snap. why do you have to do this to me? why not him? why not her? and why not yourself? i don't even wanna know what you're thinking in your head now. cause i seriously can't take it anymore. you're trying to take over my life.


and congratulations, you accomplished it. well done.




p/s: isn't this what you want?

spdndstmnmttrs.

lol. here we go for the post from march 15. =)

morning started off well.
went to gasing hill with the dad and uncle and aunt.
hmm. it was raining the night before, so the trail is so slippery
ish la weihh.
i nearly slipped and fell for don't know 539581724 times.
laugh as hard as you want =)

simple. can i have that?

ate breakfast at nearby mamak.
yes i know damn unhealthy.
what to do lol.
then went home, wash up.
then depart to pyramid with family.
took our breakfast at some newly opened restaurant i think.
lol. the dishes were fantastic.
and i price was way way way fantastic. xD

this is so cute!

after that went to look for sis's shoes.
walk walk walk.
i was practically window shopping.
ishh.

saw this exhibition thingy there.

later on, we went asian avenue.
just to find some stuffs laa. =)
then when i passed by the tatoo shop,
i saw this sign.

damn LOL right?

hahaha. after don't know how long of walking,
we went to haagen-daaz to grab some ice-cream before going home.
haha oh i met evon with her boyf and some friends there.
lol not in haagen-daaz laa.
they passed by the ice-cream shop. heh.

after pyramid, went home.
then get ready for mpsj. =)
it was 4.30 and there was no people in mpsj!
but luckily jia yin reached at the same time as me. hee.
unfortunately after about 30minutes of jogging and stuff,
it started to rain.
we sheltered at the bus-stop-thingy.
then when the rain gets heavier,
we ran up to the stands.
but the rain got way heavier and the seats were all soaked,
we smart people ran down to the place under the stands. heh.
it was quite fun though.
we spent the time singing, chit chatting, doing lame stuffs and many more =)

the rain and the lonely football. spot it?

the rain.

ouch. he ran under the rain just to get the damned ball.

the peeps on the day.

me and jia yin's shoes.

nyaha jin.

look at ashween's expression LOL

jeez. the heavy rain + thunder + lightning.

oh they were measuring height with the scale that was drew there.
the measurement of the scale was weird.
everyone's denying about their measurment of height there lol.

this room was unlocked. shhh LOL

camera shy jin.

jia yin's mad bout her handphone.

singing sessions.
jin. azri. danial.

jia yin: "imma rockstar!"

haha. then went home, bath, dinner.
lol thats for march 15.


today was kinda fun. heh.
even thou it was just plain jogging and training.
we had fun at mpsj. =)




p/s: i won't care.

i don't care what they say,
i'm in love with you.
tuning into: bleeding love - leona lewis

chuashernong&voonliteng.

love stories?


bahh. cut the "crap" above. =)

anyway birthday alert!

will update bout march 15 when i got the time,
which might be later, when i wake up from my beauty sleep =D
continue with the birthday alert, shall we?

nong.
happy 16th birthday! =D
ishh you laa so busy on your birthday.
heh. anyway don't so retarded ddi laa.
and update you blog laa ish ishhh. xD

liteng.
happy sweet 15! =)
ermm i don't know what to say here. jeez.
sorry!
anyway just smile, aite?

p/s: hppythrthydyslsknwnsfrstmnthhnny! ioeou. =)

rdsbttrwthtctv.

on this tiny muffin, is a candle full of wishes from our hearts. =)

BLISS. =)
hui yi.
jun yi.
tzia-e.
emily ching.
zhen ni.
yee lei.
kelly lim.
xin er.
julia chow.
jia yin.
shane lim.
wei qin.
calvin chee.
kelvin lee.
guo hao.
kah seng.
boon hui.

tell me if i left any of you out. =x

oooh fyi, the pic above was the "cake" we got for the birthday girl. hee.
we went to bliss to celebrate before going MK.

tsk la you. celebrate birthday also got big business to do?
LOL. nahh she was on the phone with taemi.
taemi's wishing her happy birthday.

look how delighted she is.
everyone's happy on the day.

jeez, make wish also can "purposely pose" for the cam.
hee xD

don't worry, its EDIBLE!
okayy la she was blowing the fire off the candle.

card that matched the muffin. =)
it was unexpected, seriously.
as in didn't know someone would make a card with a muffin as the main picture.

the people.

another table.

everyone.

"shit laa 6 ddi weihh. faster laa diaos."
counting money.

look at the amount. in the end i had to pay extra 10 bucks for some idiot.
i don't care you all gotta pay me back LOL


well we walk to school. well some sorta brisk walking cause it was drizzling.
me and zhen ni use the shortcut to school.
the others took their sweet time weihh. lol
then we were called in line, seperated into 2 patrols.
RADIO. and ACTIVE.
wasw in RADIO with the friends and a few of form2s.
kelly, zhen ni shane and the rest of their half were in ACTIVE.

we were asked to think of our roll call in like, what? 5 minutes?
well the ACTIVES thought of their roll call due to kelly's cookie jar addiction.
so we had to think of ours a.s.a.p.
in the end, our roll call was like this:

good evening ladies & gentlemen.
i'm dj xxx, and i'm dj xxx.
we're from RADIOfm 1.04
from 104th scouts.

once a scouts always a scouts.
once a RADIO, always a RADIO,
without ACTIVE!

lol it sounds kinda lame, but yeah we managed to think of a roll call in time.
then time for the juniors to perfrom roll calls and sketches,
not forgetting the B.O.D. too. =)
played boom boom bang and disease game.
kinda exciting heh.

oh oh ACTIVE'S roll call:

we are active,
they like us,
we look so good,
in scouts uniform.

scouts should be active,
RADIO has NO frequency!
kbzzttt..

when we were watching the sketch performed by shane's brother's patrol
sek was being so funny.

sek. me. others.
hahaha ehh selva!
LOL.
ehh if they use that rope there to tie the guy then damn funny. hahaha.
HAHA LOL LAA YOU. but yeah if seriously right, i'm gonna laugh my ass off.
*later*
OMG SEK THEY SERIOUSLY USED THE ROPE TO TIE THE DUDE!
LOL hahahaha. rope used for tie knots can use to tie ppl.
yeala ehh quite yeng what use scouts knots to tie ppl up LOL.
hahahahaha.

well for this year's recruit camp i think that the juniors were a lil pampered.
they only need to cook maggi mee for lunch and dinner was provided.
get to end MK at 9.30om and sleep at 11sth.

for the last two years i had joined scouts,
we had to cook our own meals, which was fun.
cause we get to run to other patrols to share foods xD
and MK ends at 11+ pr even 12+.
and sleep 30minutes or more after that.
then time for OBH. =)

oh please don't feel offended.
i was just voicing out what i feel.
they were not meant to be commented on anyway.
ANYWAY time to continue the story.

since i had told you MK ended at 9.30, ans our parents were picking us up at 10.30
well some of us laa.
we stayed to take pictures as memories for the day. hee.
i'm still waiting pictures from kelly!
your blog cannot grab pics laa =(

wei qin.
the one who cracks lame jokes.
ehh smile nicely laa. like kena forced one ==

kelvin lee.
thanks for temaning me while i'm waiting for my dad.

guo hao.
the first to reach bliss.

julia chow.
juuuuu without the N.

kelly lim.
we were planning to get into the same patrol from the first place. but..

hui yi.
the birthday girl.

jia yin.
"OMG STALKER!"

yee fung.

shane lim.
ehh could you just take one nice picture?
don't laa keep making weird facial expressions.

justin wong.
the one who ffk-ed for bliss.

chiet chun.
the lala hair. lol.

yee lei.
plaits! =)


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wen hao.
the guy who's shy to take picture because muka tebal.


oh wait! before i end this, there's this stupid thing happened
when i went to take my bottle that i left in the hall after the event with hui yi.

me. hui yi. stalker.

*talk talk talk*
*bla bla bla*.. no wayy mann. i tell you arr.. *bla bla bla*
*so ngam pass by, overheard*
*mimicked* no wayy la. *in a damn gay voice FYI.*
omg did you hear that?
DAMN GAY WEIHH!
yeala.. *continues gossips*

damn shitting-ly gay right? ==
anyway. he's so damn freaking irritating that i could just walk up to him
and stab him in the heart with a pen.




whatever.

p/s: thanks for temaning and "jaga-ing" me throughout MK dude. =)