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HELLOOOOOOO (:

first of all, LEO IR WAS AWESOME! :DD will try to update about it soon, cause.. kinda busy at the moment :P



next, lets talk about today's Leo meeting (: had post mortem right after school ended, FREAKY SIAL, like seriously ): but oh wells, all of us still had our laughs during post mortem. heh. after that, 3pm! LEO MEEEEEEETING! hahaha. everyone got changed into school t-shirts cause gustine organized a water game. DAMN LOR NO ONE TELL ME ): ahh screw it lor. sit at one side with kai weng and boon hui while we chit chat + watch them play. then they all damn damn damn smart go splash us. ended up got soaked wet with 2 pails + 3 cups of water -.-



freaked out totally cause i gotta attend tuition in another 15minutes! tried to dry myself with the fan and just went up the car, with my pinafore still dripping wet. luckily it started to rain, so i can kinda con my mum that it was the rain's fault :P tuition was.. HARDCORE COLD. sat at my usual spot, and i froze till tuition ended cause the aircond was blowing at my direction PFFTTTTTTTTTTT ): diaooo. tuition ended, looked for hui yi, left my stuffs at cousin's house then walked all the way to and fro xin er's house (: damn lame laa lol. after that SHOWERRR LOL. then after that mum came and picked me up around 8pm.





now, currently fb-ing + msn-ing with smin & hanjin. STILL FEELING COLD LAA WOIII ):

KOK HONG I WANT MY KITKAT ):

currently craving for it (:

signing off, cause there's nothing else to write :P

pnckpnck.

TOMORROW IS THE DAY! (:

even though feeling super excited, i'm feeling super scared + nervous. hope everything goes well and none of us screw up our very own performances. *prays hard.



all the best, everyone needs it. (:

whtwrythnkng.

ohmygawdwhatthehell?!

my mum just gave away my one and only favorite mini kite away to some blardy kid!


WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF ._.

tmprrybyfrnd.

staring at the blue blue sky, makes me feel so calm, again.

HELLO THERE!

OMGoshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh (:

damn proud of myself today! (: guess why.








































give up? the answer is lame but oh wells, i manage to keep up with my school assignments! not all though, BUT STILL.. nice achievement laaa :P sad thing is i still don't get add math, modern math, history, chemistry, physics, CRAP! ): mid-term confirm GG.COM




pffffft. anyways, today was quite a fun day. kinda went jakun with some of my classmates talking about some super random topics. heh. then after school, went superbly jakun with the friends at the canteen about some issues. hardcore funny okay :P you don't know how hyped up we were cause you WEREN'T there! hahahah. later that went to seng kiat's house for a short session of jamming (: EH PAUL I DAMN SORRY WEYH. cause i was super paiseh that time :x plus i scared i go off pitch HAHAHA goshhh. then, tuition. kinda okay laa overall. nothing much also :P











anyways, who's going school tomorrow? LOL.
















then.. what about LEO IR on this sunday?! (:












can't wait. :D
















p/s: omg i damn freaking scared ._. temporary boyf i need you ):

slpngbty.

true friends are always there, no matter what shits happened to you.

woots i slept like a pig today! wtf weyh ._. during school, ZERO sleeping sessions, cause i was out in the library having talks with friends. then after school, mum decided to go to her friend's house to play mahjong for awhile. so whatever lorr, go find my friend (: so yeah, played her macbook, chit chatted, ate spaghetti for lunch (SUPER NICE :D) then watch movie. funny thing is, when i was killing time in her room, my eyes felt tired and pain. but i tried not to show it by going to the bathroom and wash my face, cause i'm at other people's house what lol. then around 4+ my friend left to her friend's place to do project, so i was left youtube-ing "The Holiday" movie in her room. after watching for another 3-4 parts, i really couldn't take it and fell asleep on the bed. how.. funny, right? LOL.

later that around 5+, mum FINALLY finished her game and decided to bring me home. she was startled that i was sleeping hahahaha. bid goodbye, got up into the car, remove my spectacles and next thing you know, i'm sleeping in the car already ._. hardcore-ness weyh. reached home, got upstairs into my room, and *THUD* you can see me snoozing on my bed, again. the around 6, mum woke me up and nagged me to go bathe. i was like "mm, okay okay okay byeeee" then went back to slumberland (:

soon after, i finally got the nerve to wake up, check the time and WOOTS 7+ already. so yeah, time to wash up, then ate dinner at 8.30 :P worse thing is my dinner is like, so not my dinner ._. the portion i took for every dish is like DAMN DAMN SMALL. no idea why.


basically, now i'm facebook-ing, msn chatting, listening to music, and texting people. the oh-so-usual routine of mine (: shall logout and blog hop now :D



BYEE (:




p/s: i wanna share my feelings, my depressions, but i'm the kind of friend who doesn't know how to shows it. cause sometimes, i'm afraid that if i do, you might think i'm all about myself and loa-ish. but then if i don't, you'll claim that i don't trust you. i just don't know what to do. i'm so messed up now.

bsystrssfrkngt.

go on, fake it, and everything's gonna be alright.

sports day's over! well, like obviously (: hmm, even with all the drill training off, still having a hectic schedule :x with Seafield's annual Leo International Relations Day coming up this sunday, i'm totally freaking out like nuts already. there's still so so so many things i haven't completed yet! OMGOSH kill me. how i wish i was able to manage my time super well. urgh. with many conflicts rising and leave, this sure is already a tough year for me.

as an addition to make things worse, mid-term exam is coming near! GG LAA WEYH ._. i haven't even got the time to touch my books, and worse of all, i've been way behind in my studies! PFFT. this is seriously a killer. plus, outdoor camp is gonna be held in between exams man wth wth wth. lagi worse lor. how to enjoy campppppp? ):

for now, pray that Leo IR's gonna go well, and everyone's gonna enjoy themselves there (: for mid-term, i gotta find someone to teach me additional maths, modern maths, physics, and i don't know laaa any other subjects :x





i'm gonna do what you're doing now, and just get on with life. maybe you were the right one, maybe not. who knows? only time will tell, and by then, fate'll show whether everything was meant to be or not. for now, the connection's not there, and its alright, i'm totally fine with it, just that don't want us to be so awkward, okay? you can still talk to everyone as usual, but why not me? you either just keep quiet or you wouldn't give me a chance to speak up. but i guess even if i had the chance to do so, there'd be nothing much to talk about between us, right? all i want now is just that friendship, or even better, the siblings bond to be there, like how everything were like before. i really wish that we could stay as siblings and having conversations like how siblings do.


thinkaboutit,please.

scndtmbngchmpns.

every step we take, as a team, is always together (:


sports day was awesome!

scouts won the drill competition as champions this year, again :D when the results was announced, everyone jumped and scream in joy, feeling so proud and relieve. even with 65 scouts, we manage to pull it off by making the headmistress happy even though it wasn't that neat, plus some of us made some mistakes throughout the walk. still, everyone made a 100m victory run and took group photos with the beloved trophy. (: photos can be viewed from SUEMUN's facebook profile :DD

TL Muda's of year 2008, 2009, 2010. (:

last year's achievement. (:

back to browsing photos of sports day year 2009 & 2010.


p/s: credits to chi ching & smun for the photos (:


♥, Junyi.

rpttllvrgn.

i just, miss everything. the touch of your hands, your lips, and also your smile. things weren't just meant to be, i suppose? for now, all i wish is that the awkwardness between us would fade. if its really possible, i want us to be siblings again. and that's what i'm asking for. that's all, nothing more.






please, i'll be willing to let go of the relationship, but not the friendship & the siblings bond.
tuning into: zui xing fu de shi - liang wen ying.

mnthlylv.

do you remember what day will it be tomorrow? you've been slightly different for the past few days. was it because of me? or that you're doubting your love? i don't want to think so much for now. all i want now is to go with the flow, and pray that things turns out nicely tomorrow. if not, i've got no idea what to do. not much reason why i've been feeling so down, and when no one's around, i tend to feel so, helpless. its like, you're there, but you're there for a different purpose. i really should stop thinking negatively.





everything starts with a "what if".

whtthhll.

oh toooooooot! people keep saying that i'm pms-ing ._. wth?!



am i? PFFT.

for now, i feel like isolating myself from each and everyone around. urgh.

bcktlf.

WOOOTS! yes this blog is back, AGAIN! :DD *cheers!

after neglecting it for almost 3 months, i've finally decided to change the blogskin, and re-open it! there you go, super pinkish right? my fave colour (: anyways i've currently got nothing to blog about, except that there's a few events that had passed last month and some are coming right up for this month :D


26 - 28 March : Camp Perdana
28 March : Seafield Interact IU
10 - 11 April : Troop Camp
17 April : Sports Day
25 April : Seafield Leo IR


fuhhhhhhhhh. hectic schedule i'm gonna have this whole year. had already busted my first term test. parents are seriously unhappy, especially the mum ): i guess i might be grounded from everything if i don't start to cope up with my studies and learn how to make time for each and every activity i'm gonna attend. :x pffffffffffffft.


oh wells, thats all for now, i suppose. if there's the time, i shall try to update some stuffs bout the camps or something. (:



BYEEEEEE ♥