ylllwysbprtfm.

we're both so close, but yet still so far.

heyya today was first day of choral fest. jeez kinda lazy to update any of you about this event for now. lets erhh.. wait till i have the perfect timing together with all the pictures aite? sorry if any of you were expecting an update bout choral fest. ahh anyways, i'm just.. lets say, bored. lol. kinda busy with lots of stuffs. stressed. keeping myself distracted from unhappy issues. eat. and sleep. and omg jien ie doesn't recognize me and renee! wtf laaaa weih you! talk to yee lei only laa ish. *dulan* LOL. gahh ignore him la then heh. my eyes are already tired. shiats. goodnights then peeps. sorry for the short posts again.




p/s: think i got addicted to short posts lol.
p/p/s: i want my phoneeeeeeeeeeee! i miss you laa w800i =(
p/p/p/s: i'm always missing you whenever we don't meet or talk. do you know that?
p/p/p/p/s: time to snooze. BYEE!

rthrhvytstdndtr.

when its over, the sun won't rise again.

heyya today went school for teachers day LOL. overall it was kinda fun. cause me, marcus, elaine, jocelyn, hui yi, paul, bryan, see yee and wei minn went around the teachers' office finding their tables to put teachers day present from koperasi. see how good are we xD anyway after that ate berry's american choc cake as a teeny weeny celebration for us koperasi members heh. after that went to school hall to watch those performances and stuffs. missed out jayhan's performance with his frineds for en. selva. damnit. ahh nevermind. oh yeah left, i don't know wy you cried but ye-ah, cheer up aites? and erhh pee, thanks for today. and sorry for ditching you to walk back to school while you carried the drum to seng kiat's house. choir later on, it was kinda okay.. seriously. kinda done with blogging for now. suddenly lost the mood to blog.



p/s: sek, it's not a good thing, right?
p/p/s: anywhere to release stress?
p/p/p/s: shit i cried.

gbysrmntfrlnlyppl.

in the end, one will always be depressed after every decision made.

hello i'm back, but i still don't have anything to blog about. kill me if you want, just tell me that you're planning to do so before you take action aite? thank you for your cooperation lol. okay shit i'm being lame enough here. anyway since no one's gonna read these craps i shall go off to restaurant city, listen to music, and chit chat with a few peeps. goodnight!




tuning into: stay close, don't go - secondhand serenade

cnsnyrysyrrdytbrk.

yblmnmyhrtwhldnyrs.

as everyone knows, midterms are over! anyways.. tomorrow school's celebrating teachers' day. i wonder who's going heh. oh oh choral fest is on saturday till wedesday, and its held in our school == i bet the number of participants had decreased drastically.and wtcrap campfire night preparations can only be started on thursday wtf. not enough time lorrrr. ish ish ishhhhh. oh who's going for campfire night? LOL.

omg i seriously don't know what else to blog == end post here laa. will update if i got anything blog-a-ble lol. bye!




tuning into: broken - secondhand serenade

cstsjstyndm.

when I come to call he won't forsake me
i'm loving angels instead.

omgwtf. history exam tomorrow! lol. anyway, planned to make a teeny weeny short update here. well you'll find nothing interesting in this post so you might as well hop off to another blog. =) pfft. kinda bored here, and ye-ah currently ditching bryan's history baby. =x gahh. might plan to date history in another 15minutes. bye!

lvngysgttnghrdr.

heyya! jeez something wrong with the internet today. don't know why lol. called tht dad's friend who knows bout comp shits and he said it might be the tm net bill not paid LOL. wondering how did i manage to post this? i save this "draft" on microsoft word and copy paste into bloggie =) weird i know.. but ye-ah. to be random, i slept like a total pig today wtf. seriously man. morning during pjk and sivik papers, then english paper 2 i slept for awhile. later on did not sleep cause a bunch of us went to seng kiat's house. damn i didn't know SK could cook! super nice weihh your rice HAHA. then the boyf temaned and fed me rice there and he complains that i don't know how to eat == ish you weih! around 1.55pm walked back to school bus stop to wait for my grandpa, with the accompany of the boyf x) reached bus stop, grandpa arrived, went home, bathed, sat in front of the tv, depart to tuition at 2.53pm. slept in tuition (SEE i told you i slept like a total pig!) and kena kantoi-ed by teacher == after tuition 4.45pm pick up the sis, went tapao dinner then went home. wei qin tagged along but then instead of entering the house he went to his friend's place before heading back to his home. lay on sis's bed, reading sophie kinsella's Remember Me halfway can't take it anymore, put the book aside and dozed off till 9pm. how pig, right? LOLwtf. gahh now i don't know whether tomorrow go school for choir anot ish. feel like sleeping again wtffffffffffffff. ahh gotta and this here. byee!





p/s: dude, you're such a bitch for writing that to her.
p/p/s: one hug, perhaps?
p/p/p/s: hope you like the 3month present, loves.
p/p/p/p/s: addicted to solitare ==
p/p/p/p/p/s: obviously this post punya date is edit lol.

ntlvngwthtlv.

At the touch of love, everyone becomes a poet. - Plato

helloooooo! okay, i bet there's gonna be like what, maybe five readers only, until exam season's over, which is in another 2weeks. aww man, i hate this =( i miss my phone laaa! eeeeiishhh. screw you stealer. anyways, monday he's coming back to school .i bet there's gonna be like practically the whole school standing at both gates and there'd be a stick or something held at their hands while waiting for him to arrive. what a wonderful way of saying "welcome back to school" ehh? heh. gahhs more and more events?! first teacher's day, then campfire night, and now hari koperasi and family day carnival?!! this is soooooooooo crazy. can faint with the teacher's day one already. don't think can finish in time laa wtf. shits. need ideas for hari koperasi and family day carnival danggggg. and to all the form3 koperasi members, why didn't attend for meeting today?! == don't wanna brief you all hah! lol. can't wait for campfire night heh. alarr got nothing else to write laa. after sure gonna bore all of you == till then. byee! have fun dating your books! *wink*


If you love someone,
put their name in a circle,
instead of a heart,
because hearts can break,
but circles go on forever.
- Unknown Author.




p/s: szejie i want bRRR!!!
p/p/s: currently addicted to love story meets viva la vida. =)
p/p/p/s: that quote above is cool heh.

tuning into: love story meets viva la vida - jon schmidt

yrmynwclssc.

Darlin i'll be yours forever 
'Cause i never wanna be 
Without love 

hey there all. yea yea i'm not supposed to be here when i should be dating my books now. LOL. anyway its already mid-terms for form4s and form5s. next week its us, form3s. =) i know its kinda late, but all the best, aites? to be frank, i haven't really studied *shits* okay you want you can shoot me in my head for not studying LOL. blahs this is gonna be a short post so.. yeah. gonna end here. before i sign off, i just wanna make a simple wish to someone,

happy 3months, biie. =)

thanks for being there for me and always trying your best to cheer me up. sorry if i've let you down at some times. eventhough sometimes i feel as if you're ignoring me, but i know that you're just to busy. its okay if you can't accompany me after schhol or stuffs, i understand heh. anyways, do your best in mid-term. hmm, i know you won't be reading this till maybe.. 3weeks later? but don't stay up sooooooooooo late to study laa. not good one leh ish. ahaa gotta go ddi, iloveyou. ♥





tuning into: valentine's dance tango - another cinderella story

justinwongpingshen.

justin wong. =)

just before the clock gets to strike twelve in another 56minutes, i would like to wish this dude, which is also my dad x) a HAPPY SWEET 16! (can't believe that my dad is so young?! be impressed LOL jokinggg) thanks for making me laugh whenever you could yeah. seriously needed those heh. best daddiie among all the daddiies LOL. okay i got like about.. 3-4 daddiies excluding my original dad.. i suppose. hahaha anyway. hope you'd enjoyed your birthday today yeah. sorry cause i haven't get you your birthday present yet. currently busy like mad girl with never-ending issues. so bare with me yeah =) anyway.. gotta snooze now. can't afford to get more scoldings tomorrow morning if i wake up late again cause about one hour ago i'd just received a 30minutes oh-so-cool lecturing and i've been waking up at 7am these days. nights peeps!

mthrsdybbyh.

see you being so silent,
i wondered what was going on,
but no matter how hard i tried,
you just wouldn't tell me the reason why.

heyy there all readers! if you're reading this now, which should be around early early early morning of 10th may, aren't you supposed to be in bed?!! haha joking laaa. its a sunday today so no worries eh? anyway, first things first. a shoutout to all the mothers out there: HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY! i didn't realize it was mother's day till jia yin told me heh. okay, the reason i'm blogging here at 12.07am is because i wanna wish the best mommiie i've ever had, which is..

KEITH TAY CHIET CHUN! =)

unexpected ehh? i still remember how you became my mommiie. it was on last year's mothers day, while i was texting him, my sister gave me this crazy idea to wish him mothers day. that's how he became my "mother", well it was also due to me insisting that he had became my mommiie out of the blues hahaha.

mommiie, thanks for being there for me when i'm down, i really appreciate it lots. oh did you know that among everyone, you are the best-listener of mine! be proud mommiie! xD *don't be sad rightiie, you are also the best. =)* hahaha. i missed those times when we get to hang out and about in school, and also the day that we went for lunch at mamak and ter-saw my cousin kar mern with her friends driving past the mamak heh. then after that i called you like mad just to make sure you were at the fiels to support your sister who took part in tarik tali for this year's sports day. she was real happy when she saw your support. =) gahh there's so much to say but my mind's suddenly so blank! i'm sorryyyyyy! oh oh not forgetting that i wanna apologise for the time i've let you down, made you angry and stuffs. i'm so sorryyyyyyyyyyyyy. one more thing. you still owe me the song you wrote for me last year when we had this huge arguement during april issit? if i'm not mistaken laa. and don't worry, i still remember that i still owe that song i wrote heh. x) i miss you laaa mommiie. wonder when can we hang out again. going campfire night? xD

holding the guitar,
strumming out those notes,
you never failed to cheer me up,
with your never-ending lameness.

peace signs are always the best from you,
cause you would make that lala/act cute look,
and we will start bursting into laughters.

ahh gotta snooze. going gasing hill later around 7am. =) nights readers!! don't get eyebags if you're planning to stay up late study your ass off! *winks*

p/s: biie, imissyou. =(
tuning into: new classic ft. selena gomez - drew seely

cmplctndntgtslvdsly.

hearing those words,
spilling out rants,
i just can't take it anymore.

hey there all. okay. this is gonna be a decent post.. wait, scratch that. half-decent post. =) sorry bout the few previous posts, things just got too complicated in my life. gotta try to take things easy i suppose. anyway i miss my baby, my boyf, my right, my best friend, my smile, and the list goes on.i just miss those happy moments. *sigh*

104th scouts annual campfire night!

anyone going? this year's theme is SHIPWRECKED! dress up as a pirate and join the club! x) time and date is 6pm-11pm on June 20th! venue: smk seafield's parking lot. as usual heh. come on, the ticket is 13buck! fish out your money and don't hesitate to buy one! open up your eyes and search for the ticket booth during recess peeps! be quick though. its on first come first serve basis! no bookings allowed i'm telling you! see you there haha!



LOL i sound like a sales promoter wtf. okay now i'm already done with half of this decent post, so get ready for the other half of this decent post lol.










dude, i seriously can't believe you just went over the border. yes, every guys i know in school are horny, BUT they know where's the limit of it. unlike you, being such desperate pervert. all your actions are just gonna bring your reputation down man. wait, scratch that, you have no reputation at all. it was all long gone since years ago. you also threw your family's face into the trash can with just a snap of your finger, not forgetting all the boys' faces in seafield, and also all the society that you joined too. everyone are so so so damn disappointed in you, having you as a friend is such a shame to us. what the heck were you thinking?! the way we treated you well and trusted you (i am so lucky i did not trust you more than 50%) are all repaid back with these shits? wth?! since you're such a perverted asshole why don't you just drop school and go on with your lifeless life. which is snapping more photos of girls. i hate you as much as all the other girls do. hope your karma will save you, NOT.

have i ever been that hardcore in my life?

p/s: was life ever easy?
p/p/s: are you just being busy, or you're trying to ignore me?
p/p/p/s: have you lost all your guts? or was it that i'm not trustable to you anymore?
p/p/p/p/s: thanks for that "perfect siblings" quote. i don't think we are one pair of that now, eh?

dntyhvbllsrwht.

whoever you are, i'm gonna curse you.
my baby was the worst among other babies on that corner,
and yet you chose to pick my baby.
why do have to make that choice?
you fell in love with my baby?
why don't you show your damned face and tell me?
don't you have balls? or is it boobs that you lack of? ==
tell me, you have a grudge on me?
tell me straight right at my face.
taking what's not yours is the most coward action i've ever seen.
don't tell me you have financial problems.
if you have even the slightest financial problem,
taking my baby is the most stupid thing ever.
come on, other babies are more valuble.
why take mine?

i don't care whether you turn out to be my friend or not,
i'm gonna hate you till the world ends,
NOT.

p/s: if i found out who you are that took my phone baby, i'm gonna seriously chop your damned fucked up balls or boobs off, and make you eat them up right in front of the public.

gtllthstsfctnywnt.

how would you feel, if you are not welcomed in the family of yours? and the level of unwelcome-ness is so high, that they made you do never-ending chores when most of them are not supposed to be your fixed chores, never letting you to have some free time to do your school assignments and you have no choice but to either do it midnight or the next day in school. not forgetting all the times they blame you for every single mistake that occur everytime and when i say every single mistakes, it includes those mistakes that weren't yours at all. look, they got the fun to embarrass you at public and don't even give a damn about how you feel, and i suppose that they are having the satisfaction of seeing your reputation drop like no one's business.

and how would you feel, when you have parents butting into every issue of yours. well, for some of you, you might feel okay cause you are open-minded and your parents too, are open-minded people. but, what if your family isn't those kind of people? they are those who wants to know everything that happen in your everyday life, don't care whether it is important or not, private or not. they would just butt into your privacy, ignoring the sign that said "everyone have their own privacy and you can't possibly barge into it". instead of being fair and doing it to a the whole family, they practically just chose you as their one and only target. have you ever lived your life with your privacy got rampaged through for more than 3 consecutive years? i bet you don't.

or why not this. you were so busy with your projects and school works but your parents were oh-so-smart to ask you to help them with some stuffs when your siblings are watching tv or doing other stuffs which are so relaxing. and whenever you argued with your parents and you fight back to prove that you are not the only person wrong by mentioning you sibling's mistake which was true, your parents would just shoot you back by saying "don't ever try to pull your sister/brother into this. i'm talking about you and they got nothing to do with it." then you found out half of the sentence was totally false but you can't say anything unless you want to receive another slap from your parents. and from the start of your life till now, they just kept on telling you that they are doing these for your good, they're being fair when dealing issues, they're right, and you're the only one who's wrong and you don't even heve the slightest chance to prove yourself right cause whatever you say to them, they'd keep on proving you wrong.








if you'd read this whole passage, i'd like to thank you for being such a great listener if you just don't go "omg this girl is so LOA. wtf" or "wtf is she trying to say? go insult her own family man. such a bitch." or whatever stuffs you all think about this. just trying to express myself. i don't wanna seek stupid attentions cause i'm kinda used to the i-can-emo-all-i-want-cause-no-one-will-care moment. and fyi, don't come to me saying "ehh i read your blog, you okay anot? chill laa." "parents marr, let them be laa" and the list goes on. i'll feel irritated if i hear those sentence repeating at my ears non-stop. == so if you wanna know what happened, be smart abit.

goodnight.