am i even ready for these?what's privacy when you got someone controlling every single move you make? where's the freedom that you're suppose to give? why can't you butt into other's business instead of mine? can't you change your target? what are you even trying to do? so what if i love this guy? so what if i want to be with him? why do you have to act so open about this issue? why do you just come straight to me and tell me to stay away from everything i had now? who are you trying to be? i know you're an adult, and i respect you for that. but think this way, have you ever respected my opinions? my actions? have you ever done that since i was standard one? i know i got no right to talk bad about you, cause you're older than me. but this, is my life. i used to have my rights to do what i want. i used to have my own privacy. i used to be free from most of the controllings you're giving me. i used to be happy. i used to be less emotional. and i used to have everything. but you, you changed my life. you took away my everything, my life. thanks to you, i got no privacy, no freedom, no happiness, and very emotional. its been like that for nine long years already. how long more you want to go? you blame me for every single thing i do, but you praise her for every small thing she make. what is this? you call this being fair? and even right now, i finally retreived my smile, the happiness i had searched for so long, and you just took it away with a snap. why do you have to do this to me? why not him? why not her? and why not yourself? i don't even wanna know what you're thinking in your head now. cause i seriously can't take it anymore. you're trying to take over my life.
and congratulations, you accomplished it. well done.
p/s: isn't this what you want?
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