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you can't change to perfect, in a short time, like any other people. duhh. but have you ever tried doing so? i'm sorry but what i've seen for this 2 years plus, is no. okay, everyone can't let go of someone they love in a snap, but you said you would let her go, for like, what? more than 20 times? okay that's just a random estimation. you told her, and whoever else, that you had let go of her. but by the next day, you came back in that same old desperate dude being so fussy and jealous about her hanging around other guys while she ignores you like hell. from the start, i don't hate you that much, but when you started to go over the limits you seriously bugged me off even though its her you're after. and why do you have to like, find a date for i.u.? you even went up to girls you're not that close to and there you go, asking whether she's going i.u. or not. the more desperate you go, the faster people reject you without thinking. and since you came this far of despo-ness, things are gonna be hard for you. and i did not ask you to change in a night's time right? did i ever mentioned that before? i don't think i would wanna waste any more of my strength to give you more advices or anything. i suppose its a waste of time for me. and you know how long it takes for me to forgive a damned person no matter who that person is. before i sign off, you'd better don't continue on this idiotic case i'm telling you. and you better get what i mean.

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and nick, since i'm talking about this, you also better not cross the limit. if i find out there's a problem, i'll seriously get you. and i bet you won't even want to know what i'd wanna do.