okay.. seems like i've got a lil time to update a lil more. heh. to a few friends of mine, sorry for ignoring you people after what i did. had lots of flashbacks, sudden thoughts. seriously sorry. and erhh.. kor? thanks for letting me skip class with you for like about.. 1-2 periods? anyway to the dance partner, thanks for accompanying me while i skip the last few periods of class and made me so-called forced you to skipped one of your bio class. i bet you didn't know i was feeling down before that. thanks for konon cheering me up =) mural was a lil fun today, with our funny craps and stuffs heh.
never-endings? how to live through those? someone teach me. was i even ready at the first place? i don't know. my heart's confusing me, i felt so hopeless. am currently being idiotically emo if you're stupid enough to realize. guess some people are right bout me, "she looks fierce but at the inside, she's just like a fragile glass." some say i'm a very emo-fying girl, who changes her emotion every second and then.
i missed those times. why does the past i s always unforgettable? even those which were meant to be forgotten. i missed July 5th's carnival day even though that night was an unpleasant one. i missed talking to those who had either graduated or shifted school. i missed everything that was real pleasant, fun, exciting. but now, all i had is just PMR, and nothing else. guess life's giving a bunch of dull colors for me to fill. no other choices? pft.
life's full of surprises, someone quoted that. i think i had just found out what my surprise is this time. nothing but blues. i suppose thats it for now. ain't gonna continue bullshitting bout my life.
p/s: thanks for worrying bout me. still, sorry.
can you stay strong? can you go on?
kristy are you doing okay?
a rose that won't bloom,
winter's kept you,
don't waste your whole life trying
to get back what was taken away
tuning into: kristy, are you doing okay - the offsprings
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