Sunday, November 2, 2008

thssmypybck.

wait. before i leave.
one more thing.

you said you got friendship problem.
you think ONLY you got this type of problem is it?
got people say you damn easy get bullied by others meh?
do you know you're like wanting attention so much in school?
i don't know if you got the intentions to do it or not,
and i don't even wanna care,
but this is how many people feel about you.
i admit i don't know who,
but there sure is some of them, and i'm one of them.

i'm treating you as a doll?
what now? a small kid playing barbie doll?
i got my own emotions, feelings, problems.
don't tell me i have to follow wtf you want me to do/be.
I AM A HUMAN TOO. NOT ONLY YOU.
you said i throw you away.
if i throw you away, i sure won't talk to you or anything right?!

ehh come on lahh.
if you don't start talking to people they sure don't talk to you one okay.
don't ever give this wtf excuse to me,
"i got no topic to talk about"
yea right, no topic then randomly talk lahh. ==
don't tell me you don't even understand the word random. ==

since you said you're tired of being my friend,
so stressed and sad also,
then go find new ones lahh.
like what you said,
buy new one, throw the old ones away.
i'm already trying my freaking best to treat you good.
you're just the one who keeps on complaining
that you got no friends, nobody wants to talk you,
and everything about those who tried to care for you.

i at least got help you at some times right?
better than ignoring you right?
i now don't know wtf you want me to do.
as if i'm your slave and you're my boss.
you ownself started all these problems and you blame us.
okay, some of it
was OUR fault.
but don't ever think that you're RIGHT always.

even i also don't care about people around me.
they want friend then friend lahh.
you also don't have the right to change their thinking.
so why do you have to care about EVERYONE around you?
appreciate those who cared and helped you.
not complaining like hell.
now i'm saying all these, i feel that ignoring you is just the same as CARING for you.
AND whenever you keep on complaining things to me,
i feel like slapping you in the face.
i'm serious.





this is what i want you to know.
because this is what i feel about you too.
another chance? see first.

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